i missed you, bapak…


it’s been 19 years since you’re gone, but it seems like just yesterday
i’ll always remember all the good times we shared
you taught me how to discipline
you taught me how to tell the truth
what have you done for me, i know it was for the best

i wish i made you proud
i miss you, and i wish you could have met my kids
they would have loved you, like i loved you
i love you so much, even though it doesn’t seem like it on the outside…
you’re always on my mind

i’m sorry that i didn’t spent much time with you
just wish i could have spent more time with you and tell you I LOVE YOU
although you have already gone, please live on in my heart
you will always be in my heart
and i’ll always be your little girl :’)


Allahummaghfir lahu warhamhu wa ‘afihi wa a’fu ‘anhu wa akrim nuzulahu wa wassi’ madkhalahu waghsilhu bil-ma’i wath-thalji wal-baradi wa naqqihi min al-khataya kama ynaqqath-thawb al-abyad min ad-danas.

ya Allah, forgive him and have mercy on him, keep him safe and sound and forgive him, honor the place where he settles and make his entrance wide; wash him with water and snow and hail, and cleanse him of sin as a white garment is cleansed of dirt… aamiin… (718)

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